I am Miriam. I have waited so long for this day, and frankly, it is not at all like I imagined. My desperation is gone, turning first to hope and then to faith. Far more than my constant bleeding, I never realized the amount of energy that my desperation stole from me. I have strength and it is not just physical, it’s a new lease on life. I am not afraid to go places, to approach people, to be an ordinary person. Yet my life is far from ordinary anymore. Everywhere I go people stare and say, "there she is, she's the one, she grabbed his cloak, and he told her she had faith that heals." They all want me to heal them. They think because I have faith and the Master said my faith heals, that I can heal them.   For so many years, I was ashamed, always feeling less than everyone, constantly being treated like an outcast. In my heart I knew God would heal me. I asked every day to be released from this sinful, cursed condition. I never doubted he heard me, I just waited, watc...